i wish i could sleep later. when i'm awake i feel completely empty.

promise not to stop when i say when?

I think my record of keeping it together was about an hour and a half yesterday.

This doesn't feel right,
it's taking everything in me to not pick up my phone and call you
you're all over my dreams, my best friend, my joel. come back to me, it was always only you
i love you

My Joel, meet me in Montauk.